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Scared I Won't Find Placement! Eeep! I'm feeling really scared right now... I haven't found a placement for the summer yet and there are only 2 weeks of school left. I e-mailed the placement coordinator back and she told me to bring a medical document and a police report which I will do and I requested a meeting with her at some point so I can give them to her. I'm worried I won't get placement for the summer and if that is the case then I won't be able to go to the universities I applied too if I get accepted to any... I'm so nervous! Why are these things happening to me??? I have the worst luck! I blame my meds. Hell everything started going downhill once I started taking those damn things in the first place! Sure I felt suicidal all the time without them, but I'd rather feel that way all the time now then feel tired and drained and suffer from these damn side-affects all the time! Mark my words I will be off Effexor by September! School or no school! I'm going to gradually decrease until my body doesn't need them anymore! I want to be med free again. At least then I'll know if it's me or the meds making me fail so much! I hate this!! Missed These? |
